I Can't Unlove You

10/31/2005

10/31/2005 08:37:00 AM

hm. dunno why today wake up so early. lala. later maybe going tampinies mall go eat lunch, shop, and maybe watch movie if there's a nice one with hui wen. lala. then later go cut my hair. that's for sure. somehow my hair seems to grow very quickly. whatever la. so, yupp, cutting hair. dunno what to say alr. okok. blog later maybe. short post aye. stop here. (:

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10/29/2005

10/29/2005 02:22:00 PM

wanna blog. but nothing to say. hm. shall post up lyrics for? whatever.

Who can make you mad
When you're having a blast
I can, I can
And who can pick you up
When you feelin' like you suck
I can, I can
And who knows what you think
Without you saying anything
I do, I do
Who had you figured out
And never had a doubt
I did, I did

Chorus:
Haven’t you heard?
I'm Super girl
You don’t wanna mess with me
I got your back
I know your every move
And I got everything you'll ever need

I can make you hang
On every single word
Like this, like this
It could be my vibe
Maybe its my mind
Could be my kiss, could be my kiss
But when I'm around you
There’s nothing I can't do
I'm at my best, I'm at my best
Well maybe I'm so good
Cause your standing in the room
You wish, you wish.

Repeat chorus*

I'll take your headache away
I'll give you one another day
I'll be the reason that you live
I'll show you what you've always missed

Repeat Chorus*

I'm Super girl
You don't wanna mess with me
I got your back
I know your every move
And I got everything you'll ever need
I got everything

lalala. guess what song is this. (:

Do you believe in magic?
In a young girls heart
How the music can free her whenever it starts
And it's magic if the music is groovy
It makes you feel happy like an old time movie
I'll tell ya about the magic
It'll free your soul but it's like trying to tell a stranger 'bout rock n roll
If you believe in magic, don't bother to choose
If it's jug band music or rhythm and blues
Just go and listen
It'll start with a smile
It won't wipe off your face no matter how hard you try
Your feet start tapping
And you can't seem to find
How you got there
So just blow your mind

Do you believe in magic?
Come along with me
We'll dance until morning, just you and me and maybe, if the music is right
I'll meet ya tomorrow so late at night
We'll go a dancin' baby then you'll see all the magic's in the music and the music's in me, yeah
Do you belive in magic? Yeah.
Believe in the magic in a young girl's soul believe in the magic of rock n roll
Believe in the magic that can set you free
Ohhhh, talkin' bout magic
Do you believe in magic?

this song also! haha. siao.

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10/28/2005

10/28/2005 04:44:00 PM

well, my results.
class positon: 34/39
level position: 100/197
ok, guess how i feel now.

today was boring, as usual. before recess was the end of year mass. then was giving out everything back. yup, i cried. but lucky that nobody seems to see it. then went recess. after that, go up hall. then after that, got what prize presentation thing. kong rui got distinction for dunno what subject, and 1 endurance won 2 awards for something.. ok, i forgot. then help cheer for kong rui and class lor. then after that got the police come. isit before or after? whatever la. so the police came. wanna sleep la. so boring and the guy siao one. so.. then we were playing with the pen, making it stand. then after that got somemore things, forgotten alr. at last, school was over. yay. but then some of us couldn't take back report book yet because don't have paste photo there. so went rivervale mall to take picture lor. $6 lehs. then after that got back report book, then jieli want to see it. then i say later at bus. so we sat down in canteen then tay chew fern came and zhenzhi was asking her why she got 35/50 only. like 35 lehs. so much. then after that, rest of us also asked her about the compo stuff la. then after that, went home with jieli and zhenzhi. at the bus, jieli's sitting position was bad. cannot stand it. then i saw some things cannot be seen one. then after that zhenzhi started laughing. ok, advise to jieli. sit properly next time la. (:

yup. so i'm really disappointed over my results la. i wanted to prove them wrong but in the end, the sentence '' i expected it '' came out from their mouths. hais. i have to work harder next year la. i must get into top 40, if not.. i dunno what will happen alr. overall, i've disappointed myself.

as expected, nothing happened today. nothing good will ever happen in my life.

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10/27/2005

10/27/2005 05:14:00 PM

lalala. found out that i posted up two posts alr. feel like posting again so yup.

break my heart lyrics ( by hilary )
Someone always gets their hearts stomped to the ground
This is what I see every time I look around
I never thought that this would happen to me
I never thought I'd end up this way
And now that you're through with me
Don't know what to do with me
I guess I'm my own again
Like I'm some kind of enemy
Never a friend to me
Remember when you used to say
Things will always be this way

[Chorus]
Why don't you, break my heart
Watch me fall apart you see
I'm falling apart, look what you're doing to me

Now I'm trying to get my heart up off the ground
My confidence is gone
Happiness can not be found
So look what you did to me
You got the best of me
And now I'm stuck with all the rest
It will never be the same

Repeat chorus x2 *
All I ever wanted
Has left me standing here alone
It started with you and ended with me
All I ever needed
I had it with you in my arms
It started with you and ended with me

Break my heart
Watch me fall apart you see
I'm falling apart, look what you're doing to me

Repeat chorus x2 *

Why don't you, break my heart
Break my heart x7

this song's nice. go listen. go buy the album collector's edition one. (:

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10/27/2005 04:54:00 PM

TODAY.
okok. just done yesterday. now is today.
hm. today was boring la. nothing much really. at the morning, the teacher asked us to stay back for a while to say about whether we going for the st. nicks thing anot. then she's like so ke lian la, cause very few people wanted to go. but yes, i don't want to go. then after that went basement to see the show emma. cannot hear anything la, the volume so soft. then after that grace and jieli told me what their plan is la. then after that from basement climb to 4th floor com lab. what the. then go in play the what game which have to form words while the block reaches the top. i'm bad in it. yes. then after that went to library for the dunno what thing. have to find books and answer the cross-word puzzle and another thing. then we started searching like crazy for the books la. then the table must have one person sitting down what, then everybody don't want to sit down then jieli sat down first then later, changed. after that, went back to classroom and do the fashion show preparation. then talked with jieli while grace they all were gambling away with their cards. then after that ms noraini came in and scold us why only a few people involved in that thing. like.. they want to do everything themselves then now the teacher is scolding us. so, after that a few people started to go to that table where they were sewing and all and hoped to get involved la. but then in the end, they didn't do anything. like.. ok lor. but then i'm still continuing to talk with jieli la. then after recess alr then grace still don't want go recess. siao. say what jian fei. so went canteen with jieli and bought something to go back class eat. then after recess, went to gamble also. haha. blackjack faster to win. daidi slower. so earned about 70 cents la. haha. ok, very little. then after that went to hall for fashion show. in the end, our class didn't won la. but then got some classes one deserve to win but didn't la. hais. then after that got this raad thing. beginning was boring la, but then end ok la. the paper they gave us was turned into an aeroplane by me. wanted to give cao shuang because she going back china tomorrow what, but then she doesn't want. :( then after that, take the portfolio thing. then went home with kong rui. and here am i, facing the com.
hm. found out that my posts are getting longer and longer. haa. i'm longwinded. hm. but don't fall asleep while reading la. (: shall stop here.
oh, and tomorrow taking back report book, everything. think i'm gonna cry. must remember bring tissue paper. yup.

tomorrow is last day of school. i really hope that something would happen between you and me.

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10/27/2005 04:06:00 PM

YESTERDAY.
typed a long post yesterday. wanted to post it up but then suddenly got error then everything i typed gone just like that la. humph. also caused me to missed a bit of wangzibianqingwa because of this lor. hais.
nvm, shall do it today. hm. yesterday was maths trail. it was ok la. but then the group nvr get anything. oh wells. haa. because we anyhow answer one, then very fast do finish go to gather. then after that jian huan helped me and others bought burger king fries since we arrived early la. nice nice. haha. then after that went back to school for the prize presentation. then after that went up to hall for dismissal then school over. then, zhenzhi and i went to tay chew fern's classroom and erase the thing on the wall saying whether we got hand in homework anot, or whatever you call it la. then grace and jieli go and change back to uniform first. so long then come back la. walao. the thing so hard to erase away la. my hand pain. is still now can. cleaned our class and 3f one then 1c and 1h one don't clean alr. tell her give other people clean. meanwhile, got some people coming in for cwo la. heard that someone like got retained. hm. then after that, yanyan they all go and ask about the cca thing la. then after that went to compass with grace, jieli and zhenzhi. ate pizza hut, and talked. quite cheap la for all the things we ate. then jieli only bought a drink. haa. then after that went to hougang mall. grace yu gou-ed jay's album. then after that went to foodcourt to sit down and gossiped, talked, everything la. bought a drink. then the scary thing happened. haha. got three people sitting at another table like looking at us. then after that they dunno why give us the bubbletea card. then grace threw it on the floor. we thought that it was weird la. then started to imagine things. maybe it was a bomb. then got people started to walk pass and step on it. omg. when will it baozha. then after that we said that got 5 people step on it then it will baozha la. then after 5 people went pass and stepped on it, nothing happened. then maybe it was 10 people to step on it. haha. i was like screaming away whenever people stepped on it. then after that the cleaner go and take it up. then nothing happened at last. haa. oh, and we saw one cte guy with blue tshirt sitting at one of the tables. yes, he was cute. so, then when finally got someone wants to go toilet, i went too. but then within like 1 hour i wanna go again. haha. whatever la. so.. uhm we talked until about 5-6 plus la. then went home. (:

haven't seen you for days. appear at the last day in front of me can?

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10/25/2005

10/25/2005 03:43:00 PM

today got alot of people nvr come to schoool. haa. almost half the class nvr come la. or isit? haa. whatever la. hm. today spent the day in the hall before recess and gym after recess. ahh. my legs are numb la. so before recess got this talk or something about the blue dragon thing. wasn't listening la so dunno what's going on. oh. and are the sweets really worth $20? haha. i'd rather have the money than the sweets. then after that went to discussing about the class thing la. and for tomorrow's maths trail, i'm grouped with jian huan, melodi and sarsireka or however you spell it. and must wear track pants and pe tshirt lor. damn. hais. i feel like pon-ing lehs, but see first la. haha. then after recess went gym to talk about the what results thing la. what percentage blah blah. the whole of sec 1 like science all get c5 or c6 like that la. pathetic. haa. then when she ask who get a* for science in psle, nobody raised up their hand. like last year's paper was hard la. i've got a b. (: so.. yup.

i hate that person la. so attract attention. like maybe if you sit down keep quiet, maybe someone would talk to you. need not keep doing this la. can't stand it. stop worrying about everything. it will come out fine one la. keep saying and saying and saying will let other people find you irritating. shut up and make my life more peaceful can.
and you la, you don't know me. don't ever think that you know me so well. cause you don't. saying all the things which is not me won't do you any good la. shut up. when i ask you what's wrong with me, you said you dunno. if you said dunno, then you just jolly well shut up la. ergh.
and i'm not making like i'm trying to change. i don't change for you, ok. i'm just saying what i feel la. again, you dunno me. so just don't conclude everything that you see on the outside.

ok. i think i've de jui alot of people alr. shall stop here. and don't read on top if you think you are the one i'm talking about.

you're suspecting. i just know.

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10/24/2005

10/24/2005 03:53:00 PM

hm. today at school nothing much la. before recess just stay at homeroom talk talk talk. haa. then after recess go hall for the show or something la. damn boring. then the performer like slang her english like that. haha. so half of the show dunno what's it talking about. lala. then.. oh, the hall was super hot la, cannot stand it. then after that got the what sec 2 camp thing one. the person come and talk about next year's camp lor. haha. we found out that one of the person look like the channel u you hua jiu shuo that guy call what yu neng or something like that one la. so gay la. the actions everything so him la. haa. then after that talked again, then school over. haha. oh, today cynthia damn fated with mm. lala. keep seeing her everywhere. and i mean everywhere la. before recess and after recess. haha. stop denying la. then.. yar, some things not fang bian to say out. haha. anyway, listening to rainie's ai mei now. damn nice. addicted to it dunno why. the end. shall blog again tomorrow. haha. seems like saying that everyday. (:

omg. i didn't expect you would do that. now what.

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10/23/2005

10/23/2005 02:40:00 PM

hm. ok. yesterday's saturday. today's sunday. can. haa. who's unknown btw.

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10/22/2005

10/22/2005 11:16:00 AM

nothing to say. wells, today is sunday, 22 october 2005. haa. hm. yup, rot at home. as usual.

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10/21/2005

10/21/2005 04:48:00 PM

today went science centre that omni theatre after the talk in the gym. the talk was ok la. about appearance. promoting the oxy and lip ice one. hais. then the mystery of the nile or something like that one is ok la. not say like make me yun. however, ate jieli's suan mei. walao. like damn suan lor, somemore got a lot of salt like that. haa. then after the show sharon ho say sec ones are like three-eight. that means chinese is san ba la. uhm, ok.. i didn't expect she would say that. then after that went to mcdonalds to eat. lalala. bought the mc nuggets student meal. then went outside to see the things there la. got one is what can play the sound back when you say one. understand? haha. i guess not la. dunno how to say. then in the bus zhen zhi radio like got problem one, sometimes ok sometimes not. then in the we were back in school about 12 something. so early la. the paper say should be 2 pm then go back one. ok whatever. uhm. then after that go back ct venue talk a little then kong rui play her vcd again. everybody seems so interested in that show la. it was ok la, not say like very nice. hm. ok, then after that the councillors, probates and np ppl must go hall for the dr william tan thing. wah. say must support him. then don't care la, go home in the end. didn't stay. haa. so.. yar. oh, i found good lyrics although the song was ok. haha. whatever la. there's one part of it. from song circles, mariah carey. (:

Saturday I saw you
Holding hands with someone new
Somehow I kept my composure
Just like everything was cool
But inside I kept repeating
Don't you let them see you cry
So I casually turned my head
As the tears rolled down my eyes
I just keep going round and round
And round in circles
Keep on tumbling down

okok, shall blog again tomorrow. byebye..

i'm missing you, tell me what to do.

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10/20/2005

10/20/2005 04:40:00 PM

hm. today at school they say that the interview is not by the teachers, but themselves. like there are six of them la, then.. hais. die. die. then now wanna quit also cannot you know, they say must still go for interview. like shit la. hais. then there's one particular person that i'm scared of but someone just respect her is also going to interview me. hais.
anyway, today was the thing at the hall, whatever you call it la. our table's no. is 37. haa. actually i wanted 43, but nvm la. the thing started out fine la, but then in the end like shit. there were two scissors not in the stationary box. what the.. waste alot of time here. then end up recess-ing when the sec threes recess almost over. so angry la. like not even my business then the stupid scissors got lost. ahh. whatever la.
then after recess go up hall again to do survey. meanwhile, they are giving out the maths thing we did last time la. got a participation. hais. waste money doing it. haa. then there were two surveys la. first is the school spo one. then second is the council one. wah. alot of ppl dislike the councillors. blah blah. i expected it la, but then they have done alot alr, just that you dunno la. ahha, why am i helping to defend? haha. whatever la. it's just that ppl don't respect them lor. hais. but alr try, what you still want. ahh. whatever la.
uhm, after that went to common test venue to sign the paper which indicates the result la. then watched kong rui's video. it was ok la. but didn't get to watch finish. haa. ahh. okok, alot le. ppl are going to sleep just reading all these. should stop le. shall blog again tomorrow. (:

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10/19/2005

10/19/2005 04:49:00 PM

today got the disc workshop thing. my result is IS. haha. advisor lehs. not bad one. ahh. i think the trainer very funny. laugh herself one. haa. wasn't really paying much attention also. then after that got table tennis. today like shit la, nobody came, then i might as well dont come la. then now i'm worrying about my interview. the councillors like nvr do anything when we say want to quit. then now.. i dunno la. tomorrow die alr. hais. yay. i got my cca photo le. haha. but i only bought informal one. ahh. oh. the animation thing for art i think only no. 6 is nice la. the others.. but then cynthia and iris one also not bad la. only that i dunno what the story they are talking about.haha. (: hais. but table tennis today was really like shit la. haa. why am i repeating. hais.
saw her today. so cute. but in the end nothing happened, as usual. she still is not online, not updated.

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10/18/2005

10/18/2005 05:14:00 PM

aha. got the results today. everything but literature la. damn. literature sure.. i dunno la. haha. and tomorrow still got cca. resume lehs. like.. hais. what to do. must go. cause i'm a good student. haa.
okok. tomorrow got interview? how come i dunno. haha. hais. must type out the letter quickly.
uhm. ok, i shall talk about my results. well, basically it sucks la. not even 1 a1. alot of Bs. damn. next year dunno go what class le. ):
hais. big hais. somemore tomorrow got the workshop la. heard that it was boring la. what to do.
and i repeat, tomorrow got table tennis! ahh. i want to die le la. haha. but going school holidays le. (: actually it's not that bad la the cca, just that nobody's staying back on wednesdays. whatever la. quite a long post alr. isit? haha. whatever la. end here. ((:

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10/17/2005

10/17/2005 03:52:00 PM

so happy today. haha. my history and geog results win jieli! haa. although not that good also la. but at least i win her. ha. she too over confident le, must prove to her. haha. no need treat jack's place le. yay. (: at first i thought i was going to lose alr because she got 68, so high la. then results i got 69! hahaha. uhm, ok la. not that good also. 1 mark only. haa. hm. then geog also win her. yay. haha. damn happy. at class they say i siao. shout yes so loudly. haha. too ji dong le.
hha. no lessons today but have to write that reflection thing la. then teacher go and call me. before that was cindy. wah. english so good. hais. but then at hall that time the index no. one nvr call me. haha. good. cao shuang was called twice because yan ping nvr come school. okok. so happy. yay ((:
i saw certain people so many times today. haha. in fact too many times. (:

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10/14/2005

10/14/2005 05:36:00 PM

stayed at home today. use com alot of times. haa. actually planning to go school today for the mass thing. but decided not to. ha. hais. monday still have to go school. i'm sick and tired of school la. and don't even say getting the results soon. dunno what class i'll landed in. argh. but what to do. is last minute chiong one. hais.
anyway, i realised that rainie's songs not bad. haha. really. quite addicted to it alr. go listen k. ashlee simpson's new album coming out, don't seem nice. haha. must go listen first.
hais. my belt's coming out. but don't feel like sewing it back. haha. going to end of year le. holidays then say la. see if i feel like anot. haha.
ok la. nothing to say le. haha. continue to rot at home. (:

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10/13/2005

10/13/2005 04:18:00 PM

went town yesterday with clique after last exam. yay. but then not all can go though. cineleisure's kbox. heh. then later went home with zhimin. but later at the mrt found out that we were taking different lines. hais. yup.
hais. i still want to buy a belt. i haven't bought it. ha.
oh. and yesterday someone tried to cut in but then failed. haa. nobody wanted her to come. but what was she doing there still? ahh. whatever la.

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